||College Update #1Ah college... It's been incredibly interesting and amazingly fun. I feel like I'm living a whole new life, getting to spend a ton of time with my friends, hanging out, whatever we want to do. It's a really great experience that I am glad to be a part of of.|
That being said, college is terribly frightening as well. There is a part of me that realizes that this is the beginning of adulthood, a life of making decisions that hopefully don't screw me over. I look at all the people around me, and I realized, they all have a good idea of where they're headed in life. They know what kind of profession they would enjoy; they know what they want to major in, etc. I have absolutely no idea. I know it sounds odd, but I honestly don't know what I enjoy in life. Almost everything I've done in my life I have been neutral to it. No real distaste, but no real enjoyment either. It frightens me that I have no idea where I'm headed.
But as my friend put it, just take it one step at a time. I know there is plenty of time to discover what makes me feel satisfied and fulfilled in life. I'm just a college Freshman.
Overall, I am enjoying college. It's a new start. I don't have to be that passive, quiet kid; I can take control of my life and steer it wherever I please. I can be the social outgoing kid, I can be the stoic guy. Whatever I please. It's time for me to discover who I am.