So I think I honestly fucked up somewhere. And I honestly don't know how to fix. I'm trying I really am. I'm giving it my all but I don't think its good enough. Or maybe I'm just being a woman and thinking things I don't need to think. Either way I'm positive I need to stop cause i think its what is making me sick to my stomach constantly. I'm thankful to have my brother though cause talking to him helps a lot and writing it here helps some too.
But I've been thinking about somethings lately and came to realize a lot of stuff, be they right or wrong. Like the only thing I truly and utterly miss about my old trio is the fact every weekend I'd have a place to go and a new stupid memory to make and now I don't. I miss being small and talkative and not have issues with my "senior" class I don't even think you could call us that. We act like a bunch of kids. And I prolly shouldn't post this cause it will prolly get someone angry at me and if you do and you want to know just ask me cause i will tell you but i just don't know how and I'll say now if you ask your prolly gonna get tears so if you don't want to deal with it don't ask me.
Guess it's life and I have to live with it. Take any thing bad that's going to happen and grow stronger from it. One of my new favorite songs