Depressed?I don't know why but I feel depressed.
The odd thing is I don't feel like this all the time.

I become sad and down when I wake up.
My normal routine is a quick shower then a quick meal. The next ten minutes before I take my scooter is watching National Geographic, after those ten minutes I just take the scooter to school and I arrive their around 8. At school I generally feel like an outcast. I'm not being bullied, I'm not being shunned I just feel like an outcast. I am the sole PC-Gamer in my class so I can't talk to anyone about that. The girls they kinda dislike me and just avoid me all together. The only time they talk to me is if they need a book or if they can't follow with class, and this is not only the girls in my class, this also applies to all the girls in the 6th grade (last grade of high school in Belgium). Doesn't really help for the overall mood.

After school I just come home and after homework I play games and listen to music. That is the time where I kinda rejoice, talking and gaming with some friends, being on Roosterteeth and twitter, basically the whole Interwebs package.
Day in day out, at weekdays I just stay up late with my buds on Shaboozey, I don't go out because who should I go with anyway?

I feel like I'm wasting my life, one day in the distance future I will wake up and curse myself for not doing anything about it.
I'm not skilled in anything either... i'm just learning how to use my Tablet, I'm to nervous to ask my brother to teach me how to
play bass and I don't even know how to start to teach myself programming. I'm stuck in a web off indecision, I'm an outcast basically. I don't know how I ever will make friend after High-School.

I'm afraid I will slowly lock myself away and lose all interest in going outside...

Depressed?I don't know why but I feel depressed.
The odd thing is I don't feel like this all the time.

I become sad and down when I wake up.
My normal routine is a quick shower then a quick meal. The next ten minutes before I take my scooter is watching National Geographic, after those ten minutes I just take the scooter to school and I arrive their around 8. At school I generally feel like an outcast. I'm not being bullied, I'm not being shunned I just feel like an outcast. I am the sole PC-Gamer in my class so I can't talk to anyone about that. The girls they kinda dislike me and just avoid me all together. The only time they talk to me is if they need a book or if they can't follow with class, and this is not only the girls in my class, this also applies to all the girls in the 6th grade (last grade of high school in Belgium). Doesn't really help for the overall mood.

After school I just come home and after homework I play games and listen to music. That is the time where I kinda rejoice, talking and gaming with some friends, being on Roosterteeth and twitter, basically the whole Interwebs package.
Day in day out, at weekdays I just stay up late with my buds on Shaboozey, I don't go out because who should I go with anyway?

I feel like I'm wasting my life, one day in the distance future I will wake up and curse myself for not doing anything about it.
I'm not skilled in anything either... i'm just learning how to use my Tablet, I'm to nervous to ask my brother to teach me how to
play bass and I don't even know how to start to teach myself programming. I'm stuck in a web off indecision, I'm an outcast basically. I don't know how I ever will make friend after High-School.

I'm afraid I will slowly lock myself away and lose all interest in going outside...