tension relieverwell its the end of my high school career and what i have learned, nothing, not a damn thing but being stabbed in the back soooooooooo many times, being called a freak; and u know what i do, i try to be nice and it still happens, all i have ever done is be nice for the last 4 years and my life is worth shit now(no i'm not suicidal, just angerly depressed) and still i've barily done anything fun in those 4 years, but move to a shitty ass state where i don't need to try and still make straight A's. and as of in 3 weeks of now it will be me 6th anniversery of being single, which totally sucks, and i still don't have a girl that is interested in me, which made a problem for me to find a date for prom, which i didn't go to, which i wanted to so i can at least get 1 high school dance in to see what the experience is like and not seem so drag to my children, if i ever have any, in the future which is goin to suck when i tell them that i didn't go to my prom, and i'm actually glad that i'm gettin away from this drama shit that i can actually turn off the social circle that helps keep me informed of whats goin on in peoples lives, and i must say that the drama down here isn't as bad at my old school where u can just turn at any angle and see drama like changing the channel on the t.v. which was getting me so confused that i didn't care anymore which slightly took a toll on my grades which i made up down here.
tension relieverwell its the end of my high school career and what i have learned, nothing, not a damn thing but being stabbed in the back soooooooooo many times, being called a freak; and u know what i do, i try to be nice and it still happens, all i have ever done is be nice for the last 4 years and my life is worth shit now(no i'm not suicidal, just angerly depressed) and still i've barily done anything fun in those 4 years, but move to a shitty ass state where i don't need to try and still make straight A's. and as of in 3 weeks of now it will be me 6th anniversery of being single, which totally sucks, and i still don't have a girl that is interested in me, which made a problem for me to find a date for prom, which i didn't go to, which i wanted to so i can at least get 1 high school dance in to see what the experience is like and not seem so drag to my children, if i ever have any, in the future which is goin to suck when i tell them that i didn't go to my prom, and i'm actually glad that i'm gettin away from this drama shit that i can actually turn off the social circle that helps keep me informed of whats goin on in peoples lives, and i must say that the drama down here isn't as bad at my old school where u can just turn at any angle and see drama like changing the channel on the t.v. which was getting me so confused that i didn't care anymore which slightly took a toll on my grades which i made up down here.